Tawanda Blake

EDITOR AND CHIEF, CAREY DIGSBY

Even when you’re away I long to feel a touch.

Caress my soul if you will.
Compromising within, we are not meant to be, but I still love you so much.
Walking in my faith, "yes," I do want us to be free. How can we grow when you don't even know,
that I am more than what you want, I am who you need.

Our lives divided by distance and time, I search to replace the empty vessel, but my heart is with you beating irregular inside.

 I pray that you release my mind.

Bound to you like our inner or...

 Is it my own imagination that leads me to self-destruction? Distrust for the fellow man while playing into the wrong hands; throwing down a full house like a game of poker in hopes of walking away with thousands, but I was already a winner. This hand has me faded out, myself I have played out. Walking away feeling foolish and dazed now. Thinking I knew the game of life, how to trust with no regrets, and who has my best interest for the course that is set. I guess the lesson will be learned; ...

What is it when the sun shines, but our relationship is a thunderstorm brewing inside?

What is it when I want to leave, but my heart said "no" It won’t allow me to say goodbye?

What is it when my tears fall with all thoughts leading back to you breaking my heart? How insane to love knowing we are not meant to be, but like an obsessed fool I can’t get you off of... my mind, when will I wake up and finally see? Please set me free!

What is it, when a foundation for two I have built, but arrogan...

Life is a bottomless pit so I sit and & think of ways to get paid, how to adjust my life, and be saved, settle down, have someone else's last name, get out of this single game that many people play, venture out and have more than a little ,make life bountiful without the belittlement of haters, perpetrator's ...

What do I know, Plenty, monopolized, by the vague faces who play the roles of disdain , man ,woman it all remains the same, 2 faces of their positions has kept my gaze, fixed upon many...

Can I have you to myself? I'll keep you preserved like a family heirloom, but an intimate secret in my heart. However, it’s no secret that daily you overrun my thoughts. I want you like poignant words that move the soul, and give me pricks of excitement, maybe you would be the goose bumps of my life. Or, you could be that added goodness that tops off everything like whip cream and cherries on a banana split just right, I would love to take a bite of even the smallest portion of your life. I...