WHAT IS IT
What is it when the sun shines, but our relationship is a thunderstorm brewing inside?
What is it when I want to leave, but my heart said "no" It won’t allow me to say goodbye?
What is it when my tears fall with all thoughts leading back to you breaking my heart? How insane to love knowing we are not meant to be, but like an obsessed fool I can’t get you off of... my mind, when will I wake up and finally see? Please set me free!
What is it, when a foundation for two I have built, but arrogance has your soul, your actions leave no room for guilt, you're content with one, for us you won’t even try, the possibility is none, but I'm unable to say goodbye?
What is it when I cannot sleep at night? I’m tossing and turning because my heart has caved in. I'm slowly learning that for my love you haven't even tried earning. But deep down inside a part of me believes that without you I cannot survive.
What is it when you knocked me down, but I got back up? I learned to love myself more; admiration for you is fading away after so many blows, and outs are what you struck.
What is it when I finally opened my eyes? I took a deep breath, & looked at the world renewed, I shout to the high heavens, thank you for hearing my cries! Joy is in my heart. No more emphasis on your name. Dormant strength struck me like lightning, and my power, once again I have regained. I'm so excited! Never looking back. My new life has begun. My heart beats are one. How silly you are now, lost because you were undecided. I have no more remorse because in my heart you were uninvited.
